Ok so new plan for tomorrow.
Lock my phone, or have someone in the house lock it for me.
Cause I got weepy from reddit, apparently hanging with angry people and hurt people is probably not the best idea.
I sent the weanus a message and immediately regretted as soon as I hit send because WHY
Why in the fuck did you do that, why???
I rewrote it 5 fucking times, closing the whole app and coming back and redoing it. I had several drafts saved until I just went back and deleted them all and tried again.
Like the fear he's actually hurt physically or emotionally is making my stomach turn. And I don't wish ouch on anyone.
My cat is wheezing 🥺
Fuck
So yeah. Tomorrow is another opportunity to make an ass of myself.
Wish me luck, or send in reinforcements.
As always and never
S
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