I’ve had a rough day reader.
From being condescended by an ex friend to being shot down for being romantically retarded.
I’m a dumb ass, reader.
I’m trying to immerse myself into obsessing over a guy I didn’t even like so I can sleep tonight maybe.
Being told I am a bad person hurts but it’s true. I am bad.
I want what I want and I need it. I’ll live and I’ll get over it.
Years down the line you’ll be another Griffin. Hey man great to see you but I don’t care anymore.
Take Ares, take Griffin. Take Tempus and take Sty. I wanted they hurt me
And then I stop feeling and you’re just somebody that I used to know.
I’m not sorry I asked you again. Not sorry I tried.
Fuck your second guessing. I stayed beside you for years through your mental illness.
You get better and shit happens to me.
I loved you but you’re dead to me. Like I said before open your gifts. Throw away the shit
Just forget you ever knew me.
In other news, im going to start looking for a girlfriend.
Or a submissive whichever comes first.
Screw rising from the ashes. Light the fucking day on fire and hope for the best. Relearning myself, one page at a time.
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