Hey reader. Tell me why, (ain't nothing but a heart ache) no, not that. Tell me why I woke up at 430 am wide tf awake. Dammit. I have work tonight and I don't want to be awake fuck.
I've been working on cleaning and such. I passed out earlier last night and totally zonked out. Have someone coming this morning to look at my cabinets
I know it'll all have to be replaced so that sucks but it's ok. I'm ok, it's ok. Everything is gravy, baby.
Don't think I dreamed last night, which is good because I don't like dreaming anymore. I either dream of nightmares or things lost. I don't want that right now.
I'd rather have endless black sleep than dream right now. It's all good.
Anyway.
I'm chilling. Hoping that the time comes quick to wake up the girls. Can't remember when my eldest has work today so I'll let him sleep til he wakes up normally.
Blehhhh
1:15 to 9:30pm tonight. Imma be tired but not terrible I suppose. Chest is feeling slightly better so that's good at least. Fuck I hope I get a nap today*cries in afternoon slump*
Coworker doesn't understand why I care about people so much. Sooner or later he'll get it. When you care about people who will never care about you. Or help them in ways they'll never be able to repay, it just makes sense. Make the world slightly brighter because everything else is shit.
He's a crackhead though so I get it. Although recently he's been sober again because of the rising cost of life. I get it. Microdosing my brother. Lol
Anyway.
Always
S
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