Hey reader. It's another afternoon, another time to show up and be the woman I need to be. So update!!!
I was talking to Izzy about just life in general and she told me the man I would marry next would be contacting me today. Like lmao. I was like oh, awesome. Did not believe her. And not even 3 minutes after the conversation, an old friend I hadn't talked to in years called. I missed the first call so I called him back and apologized for missing his first one.
We sat on the phone on messenger for an hour. And dude. It was fucken weird. Like imagine me. Now turn me into a dude. Only the trauma is different. Very different. Like me as a man on an alternate dimension. And yeah. Whoa.
He has the exact same mindset as me as far as politics and world shit. He's been watching the same weird ass news site I use. Like religiously. As I had been.
I'm like. Universe, are you telling me something??!!
I'm gonna talk to him again later tonight. Maybe ask about his midgets. We talked about our kids too. It was nice. His boys are tall asf.
I'm just. I'm lost in a sea of emotions y'all. Is this a sign? Am I ready to put old flames to rest? Old flames are hopeless. They said they don't hate me but their actions do not reflect their words. And I think ... I think I can do this. Slowly.
Not me looking at flight plans already 😅
Yeah I am impulsive. However I have the will (lol) to do this right.
Yeah so. Wish me luck y'all.
My future awaits.
Always
S
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