Hey.
I've been out all day. Like asleep mostly. Bastian and Kesari came to visit because Bastian is working on becoming their grandfather's helper. He's rough but hopefully will get over the hump soon.
Talking bout Reagan and the White House burning.
I'm hurting but mostly emotional. Whyyyyy because I'm a dumbass who gets stuck on people who don't care or want me. After soooooo long being ok. Dammit.
It's probably... Shit. I'm not going to dissect it. I miss him reader. Why? Because I cared for him and I fucked up. C'est la vie. Amirite?
I'm a moth. A retarded moth. Who clings to flame and not safety.
Huzzah.
Anyway. Going to lie down and try to gain strength to do what I need to.
Always
S
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