Hello reader. This has been a nightmare for me. I have had a tension headache for hours now. And I have work in 4 hours and it won't go away. I don't want to call in I just don't know what to do.
Dafuq.
Lately I've been feeling like Peeta from some of the last Hunger Games books/movies. If you have read or watched them, the capitol basically brainwashed him into having false memories. And I am there. And I don't know what is truth and what is fiction. It feels like I was drop kicked into a different dimension and I can't do shit. Fuck.
However!!
I've found that sending drunken emails to exes help get them off my mind at least temporarily. So I will keep that in mind if I have to.
I'm open to the universe right now. I am open to suggestions lmao
I know it's just loneliness and depression kicking my ass so I will live.
Just wish I had a sounding board to bounce truth or fiction off of.
Oh and I'm making Easter dinner at my in laws Sunday. Gonna be interesting but I am making my meatloaf that everyone loves so that works.
I've not been eating well or taking care of myself lately. Probably cause idc about me anymore. I need to. I know. Downloaded tinder. Dunno yet. I may go somewhere else. Okc? Meh. Oh it's thundering. Let love. Reign over me.
Ahh. It'll pass, reader. As it does.
Always
S
No comments:
Post a Comment