Decisions and Vitamins

 

Hey reader. Did my nails yesterday or the day before, I can't remember. Waiting to see what color I'll change them to later. 

I might be insane. It's all good. Trying to choose between two jobs is hard y'all. 

I'm struggling but it's all good. 

Not struggling financially either, different struggle. I don't want to chase anyone and I don't want to overthink shit so I'm trying to just chill and let the world take me. 

Had to choose a light hearted song because even though I am ok, my heart is heavy. I can't deal with my grief right now. And not sure when I will be able to. To be honest, I want to escape and have something else to think about. Been thinking of joining apps and then I push it away because I don't want to know another person, not yet. 

I have this set in my head. A feeling in my gut. Yeah, I'm derpy but it's alright. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe.

Anyway. 

I'll be back, sometime. 

S