Continuances

 

Hey reader I came back to talk more about evil and such. Like I said previously, evil is man made. Someone hurt someone and turned them into what they are or they were born fucked up. 

Reminds me of a reddit post fuck. How he believed his son was evil. He did do bad things. Then he let his wife beat the ever loving shit out of the kid. Well ... 

Ellipses for the win. 

Ahhh. 

I am not the sum of my actions. I am capable of loving unconditionally. I am capable of a lot of things. 

Dreams fuck me up. 

But I bounce back. Always have. 

My dad's awake from a coma. I haven't spoke to him because I don't want to deal with her right now. His wife. I don't think I am capable of forgiveness right now. I want to be but holy shit there's a limit. Also not forgiving my aunt. 

Fuck all the noises. Bought some electrolytes for my youngest who has a concussion. Yeah. Shit stacks when it rains it pours. I miss Will. Fuck I hate this. It's my own fault but I hate it. The universe sent someone in his place. Same age, a lot of the same everything. And I can't because he reminds me too much of him. It's uncanny. 

Anyway. 

As always, I'll be back. Might be a few days but it happens.

S