Hey reader. It's 812pm and I am lying in bed, watching the ceiling fan make impossible rotations. I'm going to work on my book in my off time. I am not sure about staying at both jobs now. I kind of want to have time with my kids. Not sure what I am doing to be honest. I'm sure it will become apparent later though.
I have this feeling that I need to help people in a larger scale. Quite unsure of how to proceed. My youngest is upset I don't have the energy to watch Scream with her, we did watch a movie this week together but it wasn't enough.
Eldest is here and I'm happy to say he enjoyed himself at spring war. I'll be going next year, I may take a date 👀
Probably not lol. How'd I explain that I enjoy whacking people with foam weapons and wearing things that make me look like an escape from Ren Faire? Yeah heh.
Hard to explain to newcomers. Trust me I was there before.
I haven't joined any apps because while I am lonely, I don't need to be pressured into things Im not ready for. And I need to make sure the next man I am with isn't a bad person.
Fuck reader. I may stay single. I am going to ask Matt out for coffee. I haven't deep dived him and found everything out. I'm leaving it up to fate and circumstance.
Eh reader. Wish me luck. Sing, my angel of music. SING for ME!
Always
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