Hey reader. Got into a discussion with a customer today. They told me that I need to realize what I'm willing to put up with and what I don't deserve. Uhh the way I phrased it may be wrong. Kind of like self love, having the esteem to know when you don't deserve to be treated badly.
Seeking toxic relationships will only further any pain I hold onto so that's... That's what I'm releasing this new moon. It is a new moon right?
Releasing people. Releasing putting up with XYZ. I'll do my work on this end. Perhaps not in a public place but I have to do the work regardless.
I'm going to work on my little... Issues. Lol that sounds like a dick joke but I promise it's not.
I have had low self esteem for years. I would go high and go low again. Also finding out your deceased spouse used to talk bad about you hurts on another level.
However! I'm not relying on others for my esteem. I accept myself physically. Can't use my chunky ass against me.
Also can't use my writing because I've never actually done AI with books.
So there's that.
I'm a good person on my worst days. Questionable sure but good nonetheless.
I release any want for anyone I've ever had a relationship with. Because maybe there's a reason they weren't supposed to be in my life. Right? Right.
Self supported all here. Wait. All self supported here. Even. Lol. I think and type backwards sometimes. I even talk backwards when I'm tired enough.
I accept new energy into my life as long as it is safe energy.
Mantra writing time?!
Always,
S
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