Dancing in the Heat

 

Hey reader. Another day, another reason to keep going. On break, watching traffic as I sit in my car. It's hot but bearable. 

I busted ass at work so I'd not have to think. I know thinking comes soon but I have so much on my mental plate I don't want to. 

Sometimes the silence in my head is a reprieve. 

I'm off Thursday, thankkkkk fuckkkkk

Gonna house clean and maybe do my bedroom better. Who knows. 

With my coworker tonight and he's very subdued. I worried about him yesterday but it may just be everything is expensive and he can't get high, who knows.

We talked about sobriety and shit. Was neat. 

Saw my youngest two and my middle kidlet tried to bite me. Like... I think that's how she shows love. I hope so, cause I don't know if I can raise a cannibal. Joking. 

My purse is packed with so many otc drugs. Wtf. Different ones for different pain. 

Aspirin is my friend. Heh. 

I feel like the calm before a storm. Petrichor in the air. Ahhh 

Always

S