Hey reader. Getting ready for another night shift. Huzzah. Thankfully my only nightshift of this week. Next week no idea but it's ok. I have to get my schedule sent to other boss so I can have a clean cross over and no over working hopefully.
I talk with Social Security next Monday. I'm hoping they have good news but truthfully I don't know.
I know everything is pretty shitty but I am going to be ok. Kids will be ok. Everything somehow will be ok.
Eh.
Just gotta convince myself of it.
I broke down last night. The irony of being suicidal and your spouse dying was too much. I was mad.
It happens. Back to coldness I suppose. I'm not actually cold. I just process really really realllllly slowly.
Oh well
S
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