Hey reader. I'm hoping to not have to blog here soon. I stopped doing a lot of social media in general but this is mostly therapeutic. I get memories on Facebook that hurt a lot.
I'm going to be ok. And in the event I am not, I will punt. Cause it's what I do.
I'm hurting this morning. Both physically and mentally but I know it will be ok. Because while my parents were fucked in the head, they didn't raise me to quit.
Lord knows I want to.
I keep coming back to an interaction and thinking maybe it was all wrong. I can't change the past but I truly also didn't want to be a bad guy in that way. My brain was in a bad place for various reasons and I wanted to show off the new game I'd been playing. I think it snowballed. Alas, history.
Eldest got the LP for Cowboy Bebop. I'm so happy for him. The music is spiffy and it has Fay Valentine on the cover, much love. 💚💚
Ok. Going to go doomscroll the sad away.
S
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