Ayy

 

Hey reader. Making meatloaf, prepping myself for the shit show that is my tomorrow into next week. Literally maybe have one day off lol. I did ask to be promoted next but there's one person standing in the way so I gotta wait my turn. She's more than likely being fired soon though so huzzah. Not celebrating her being fired but celebrating me maybe being promoted. 

Things WILL work out. Because even if I stay an old maid after this, I'm going to make it. 

I'm still sober. Gotta be while I'm here. And I'm slowly accumulating people who care about me a helluva lot. 

So this will be ok. 

It's gotta be. 

In pain but I fought again today. Killed ONE damn person but I gave it a good try. Loved playing fox across the river with the guys. I was literally the only female at one point and I got crotch shot at one point and it made me laugh and wince. Crotch shots hurt yo. 

I'm also going to give quitting smoking a trying chance. Not cold turkey but using vapes until I can be done. 

Heart pains are scary yo. 

Also my coworker DOES have the flu, which is doubly scary. Drake died from complications from the flu. If you get the flu, don't lie down. 

Yay. 

Anyway. Other than an invite to move to Galveston, I am doing well. 

It's going to be ok. Cause there's no other damn setting on the washing machine. 

As always

S