Hey reader. Here again. About to be leaving to go to my therapy appointment. Had an insight today. What are the attributes you look for in a potential partner? Trust, humor, loyalty. Yeah I know.
Someday I want to be someone's everything.
Even if I can't make babies with them. Hell I am getting old. No more kids. Grow old together and go hang out doing couple shit.
Musicians. Artists. Free thinkers.
I want someone to look at me the way I want them to. I don't even know if that makes sense.
I'm in no hurry obviously. I have the rest of my life to either stay single or find someone. Usually they find me oddly enough.
.the ones I've chased I have regretted. So I'm ok with being the prey right now.
Son failed his driver's test today because they started off with parallel parking and the woman was rude and wouldn't shut up at all.
Done with rude people. The world is too fucked to be mean to others.
Do I put myself out there reader? It's only been a month. I have gone 2 years without... Intimacy I guess would be the right word.
Do I get in shape or have them take me as the fluffy I have been forever. Like literally I have been chunky all my life.
Do I change to be accepted or be myself and wait for someone who will love me as I am?
That's a thing that hurt me about Drake. He told me I wasn't his type. Literally.
Fuck that hurt. There's other things but they're unimportant right now.
Fuck.
S
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