Lost in translation

 

Hey reader. Trying hard to remain ok. I don't know what I'm doing. 

Eldest and youngest went with me to the house yesterday. We set up Drakes steam to be family partnered with technically my account but my eldest uses it. I hadn't been able to play anything in a long while but it's ok. 

I had made a plan last year to die on my birthday this year. Obviously I can't do that now. 

Kids need me. And I need a break. Just a small break in the monotony of pain. 

Keep hearing his voice when I come home. And it hurts reader. I know he's not there. Fuck

S