Beat goes on

 

Hey reader. Another day, another terror amirite?

Went to therapy. Got youngest to her therapy appointment as well, we're getting it done. Just hurts. Talked to son about getting in to see a doctor for either meds or therapy because he needs it. I have sooooooo much I need to do but can't yet. 

There's only so many hours in a day.  I did get the banking information done, it's not frozen anymore. Thank god. I paid bills. I got my car legal. All good. 

Now to stop the pain in my chest. Took 3 aspirin. Wishing for the best. Stomach is always sick but I forced myself to eat cheese and crackers so I don't get vomity because that's how it goes. Making the kids eat right now. Aghhhhh

I need help. I won't get it, and maybe I deserve that. But I need it. Fuck. School starts again next week and I need to go back to work then probably. 

As it goes,

S