Hey reader. So there's this thing. This song- which I'm using an off version because it'll show the lyrics- that's important. Some songs I love because they touch some part of my brain that needs to be scratched, others make me feel a certain type of way. This song ... Y'all.
I got a lot of hatred from the trolls beforehand because they said it was "your fault, you can't be mad!!" Yeah well. I never said all of the songs were from my perspective, you little minded little cunt.
This song is from another's perspective.
Not mine.
That's why I enjoy it. When I am upset. I remember and keep going on.
Because
"Forget me forget me forget me right now."
There's other pinpoints of the song but it almost all fits in my opinion. They don't want to be my friend, my magician or loved one. And want me to forget them. Which is completely fine. That's their prerogative.
I love the song, for real. It's helped me get through quite a few nights in these last few months. And it will continue to get me through, once I forget again. I still need to set reminders for when I inevitably forget. Cause while I used to be like an elephant with my memory, now I have memory damage. Let's here it for major depressive disorder! And for weed! Cause without one, I would be worse off.
Anyway. Saw Bastian and Kesari although Bastian pissed me off- he apologized but it was too late. My mood is kinda fucked now. They're supposed to come by the house tomorrow to say bye. We'll see how it goes.
I start training again tomorrow. So that will totally help with keeping me preoccupied. Huzzah.
Here's for leaving certain things in 2025.
I have no place to be shamed. I have no place for people who hate me but are... Nvm.
Anyway.
Sooner or later it will be good again. Because I know it.
S
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