Burned a candle for this

 

Hey reader. Me again, lit a candle last night, adorned with jasmine and frankincense. I sat in my thoughts for hours, watching the flame. 

I feel better. If I get attacked again, it won't drag me down. Thankful. 

Training at work lasted much less than I thought it would, I was in and out before I knew it. 

Being sick sucks though. Thankful I have medicine and I can rest. I have actually been getting sleep on the regular now. I went to bed before 9. Right? The absolute absurdity of it. I think I fell asleep closer to 11 but still. Restful sleep when I push for it. 

Was talking to Bastian about the living situation and we're still kind of stuck on of my in laws should be able to visit. I know I won't allow my blood there. There's one cousin I invited but I know he won't snitch so I'm confident. 

No one, save for the singular friend and his family, and us, knows where the property is. 

It's there, just waiting for us. It drives me insane thinking about how long I have to wait though. 

Gahhhhh

I know I'm going to have to sell or give away majority of my things. I am content. 

Just the wait. God it's infuriating. 

Anyway. Hope this week goes well and tra la la la

S