I keep my shades down and my eyes up

 

Hey reader, it's a lazy ass Sunday for me. I woke up earlyish and just been chilling. 

I meant to come on and ramble for a while but I kinda lost my brain for a second. Not spiraling I promise. 

Sending voice memos to Griffin is kind of fun. Not entertaining the idea of sex, because I can't trust him not to hurt me on purpose, but it's nice. 

I need to stop my ADD ass from putting off everything. I have intense times where I can't move. I need to cook or pee or anything, and it sucks. 

Ffs my son came in and talking about needle farts and shitting broken glass through a straw. He's singing "I still feel the painnnnn" as he walks away from my bedroom. How do I stimulate my brain into working? Technically I have a pill that could help but no luck so far.

He's a lil special. He also thinks I have horrible taste in humans. Cause holy crap my track record bahahaha.

My youngest is currently counting her change so she can go buy snacks at the store. Jeez. 

Making char siu tonight. Got a pork loin waiting for me. 

It's going to be ok. It will always be ok, because there's no other setting on the washer. 

As always

S