Hey reader, been a second.
Still kicking it here in nowhereland. Have a lottttttt of spam accounts trying to figure out where I'm moving to. It's laughable really. It's already set in motion and I don't have to do anything to make it so.
It's gotten easier to silence the rushing in my head and for that I'm thankful. We went out to Waco tonight and had Chinese for dinner. Frog legs ftw. My eldest got sick afterwards and took Benadryl so he had a fun nap home.
I'm still alive. And that's what counts. Trying to push things further down so it won't pop back up years later when I will have forgotten about the pain and fear.
Bahahaha
Dude. I've been through so much this feels like a casual walk in a park. Homie until you've had someone with keys up their nose tryna die on you, don't try me.
I do well under pressure. Very well in fact. I think I may have enough in me to finish the Dear Nancy book tomorrow. Not tonight cause holy hell it's 130 and I'm like lol ... No. But tomorrow would work.
It doesn't have to be perfect, just convey what I need to say. Will I say it all? Probably not. As fun as destroying my father's relationship sounds, I don't want to hurt either of them. Just wish he could take responsibility for once.
Anyway.
Gonna go find funny shit to laugh to. Buh bye!
S
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