I hate this

 

Don't pay attention to the song, it has only one meaning. Obviously I'm not a gay male so that meaning is lost. It's something he says.

Ooh maybe I should pick a different one.

Is that better?

I'm leaving this open. For if and when you need me. And I really mean everyone and anyone but one person would know it's for them.

When you need me, call me.

There are things you need to tell me.

And things I feel I should tell you.

But I'm not reaching an olive branch again. I've done enough reaching for a woman who can't walk without pain. 

There are a lot of things I am but one of them isn't emotionally masochistic. I don't enjoy that at all. If you're still after a pound of flesh, you can yell. 

If you are just as confused, then tell me. 

I used to tell you that words lose their inflection on paper and such. Because they do. Not even lying, I'm going deaf in one ear and I still want to hear rather than see. Because my anxiety is high enough. 

Oh and if you're rooting for me to off myself, please and kindly go fuck yourself. With a rusty trombone, up your ass. (That way a bitch can do it and a dude can too)

Knowing what you knew of my mother and everything else, you'd think you wouldn't want to hurt me. 

Or is it you were an addict and I just ended up on the wrong side.

Whatever the case

You, yeah. 

S