And every season, in turn

 

I think I chose the right song? Not wholly sure but I'm having a rough morning so it'll do in a pinch. I spent a chunk of last night talking. I think I was in some alternate universe where I could just talk. Instead of hide. 

Just empty out my vessel and was able to sleep. Did it help? Who knows. Pretty sure I confessed to a mole but I don't really care? Letting out words I've been meaning to say works wherever the words flow. 

Kinda like uh

Being a spellcaster in DnD, doesn't matter if you chant or concentrate or use the bits for spellcasting, it'll come out in the end. Speaking of spellcasting, I'm supposed to be going tomorrow and I have the sash of a healer but I can't remember the chant to save my life. So was thinking of getting it tattooed on my wrist. Don't laugh reader. Unless I wrote it and taped it on my arm, I can't remember. And healing is important to healers. 

The saying wouldn't be bad or something. And I could go walk down the street today and get it tatted. I just don't know if that's a good idea. Like my decision making brain has been a little off as of late. Don't really care either way. I just bah. 

I had had a tattoo idea for ages now but I've been putting it off because I have 3 tattoos. 3 is a good number. 

2 everyone knows about, the last only certain people have seen. Ugh my roommate is one of them but that has more to do with my dress rising up while I was getting a massage. Not from him, just ... Roommate is a weird One. He flops on my bed and shows me his game or a tiktoker girl with a massive ass. Not like fat either. Omg she's a body holder and her thighs could kill me. 

He's really like my son. We worked together and his mother wouldn't feed him for days and then I'd find out and curse her existence and then force him to pick out food and feed him. He's like a bean pole, skinnier than fuck and I care about him. 

He's just a little odd. Half of the time he and I are flipping each other off, the other half he's moody and walking around the track nonstop. Oh we don't flip each other off cause we mean it. Uhhh the vine or tiktok where they pick up random sticks and 

Avada kedavara.

Yeah we stopped using random things around the house to hex each other. Now we use our middle finger as a wand. No, not kidding. Makes me laugh but it's a little odd from the outside. 

And the beat goes on, and the beat goes on. 

Uhh. I'm cold. Which is a slightly newer thing. I've been going through hot flashes and hoping I turn into a crone soon. Now I'm cold as balls. My hormones are whack. 

Here's to less BS

S