The things you missed

 I'm letting go.

You're right, but for the wrong reasons.

Things you missed and will miss -

Eldest graduation in May.

Ginger deleted all of my writing, all of my books. From my own computer. Thankful the cunt didn't have my Google sign in else I'm sure it would be home from there.

Numbers 17-19 suicide attempts.

Went through PTSD therapy and cognitive behavioral therapy. Quit after 11 out of 12 weeks.

Dad finally admitted to having my mom's suicide notes.

He also apologized for letting the guys sexually assault me- after I asked him for help. Only thing was his alcoholism was 'to blame'

He got remarried.

Had three strokes last year and almost died. Almost was an orphan. Go me 

 Had limerence with some random dude from tiktok, ended up freaking them out. Don't worry, they were close to my age.

Ahh

There's more but I don't even have the power to go through it all. Your dismissal is just another nail in my coffin 

As always 

S