Hey reader, I've been up since 445. Whyyyyy can't I sleep through the night? Not a dark night of the soul again. Talked with brother yesterday. He helped refund the hotel stays I lost money on, plus some. It'll help to make sure I get through the next few months. I'm rough right now but not crying, not yet.
I hope she pisses herself and has shame. Dammit.
Anyway. I've got to somehow get rid of the stone that lives in my chest. I know it will go away soon enough, just not right now. Maybe it's there to teach me a lesson. Right? Right. So I just live with the stone until I can be whole again.
I know what the stone represents, reader. I don't need to be told. I just don't want it anymore. I know it will go away. And I can find a peaceful life to carve out. My eldest is out of town for friends, he needed that. Everything is ok.
My ears just popped wth.
In my grief I stay, alone but not lonely. In the solitude of twilight. Lol sparkly vampire. Anyway. I need to focus on work and getting through this thing for now. I don't know what I would do with another human to take care of. Bahaahha.
The thought cracks me up.
Suzes rescue home for wayward humans
Always
S
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