Yall

 

I could quit one of my jobs now... Shit. 

I'm not going to but I could. 

I'm happy that things are working better for me and the kidlets. 

I woke up wife awake at 2 am and I just happened to check my bank account. I have enough for around 5 months of bills. Which makes me a happy Suz. 

Things are going to be better, reader. Whether that means just scooting on by or whatever. It's going to be good. 

I might ask the older gent for coffee. I love my iced coffee. And I know he will, he enjoys Starbucks so you'd think so anyway. 

I don't want to be the chaser though so I may wait. 

I'm in a good place mentally, at least worry wise.

Fuck. 

Anyway. Gonna try and doomscroll til I can sleep.

Always 

S