It's me, hi. I'm the problem it's me

 

Hey reader. Still not a swiftie but this song slaps. 

Had to take a raincheck for lunch today because I am still feeling like butt. Of course in law is mad at me but I don't care. She can go be mad. 

My father and stepmother have not spoke to me since before he had open heart surgery so I'm keeping the impasse. I don't need more negativity in my life at this time. Hell I don't need any to be honest. 

I was raised by wolves remember? Yeah.

Romulus and Remus but lol you forget I'm building my own Rome and I don't have an empire so forget it falling. 

I'm... I said at one point I would be the matriarch. And I wasn't lying. Even if the matriarch is alone with her progeny, it still counts. I'm tired of being a black sheep in something I had no making. 

I'm tired boss. 

I've got to work on some things in the next few days. I work nearly... Shit .. uhh

9 days straight starting tomorrow. Going to be *splendid*

Yes I meant that sarcastically. Working on days straight is gonna suck so hard. I have next Sunday off and that's it. Meh 

Thankfully not super long shifts like before. Mostly because boss is training two new people. Pretty sure the younger one isn't going to last though. 

It's ok. I don't even care at this point. 

Was thinking of joining FB dating. Lol yes it's probably a very bad idea ™ but I don't have many other ideas. 

Well I do but they're out of the question. 

I've learned a lot about myself lately. A helluva lot. 

And I'm trying to... Change? You know, I hate change, but sometimes it's not horrible. 

Always

S