Hey reader. I got a nap. Was nice. Now battling my own brain on whether or not to download apps. I don't do casual so I'd be planning to marry the next person I'm with. Ehh. Not rush into it I would think.
Like. 3-4 years of getting to know each other. Right? I don't know how people do it. I don't really want to navigate things but I know at some point I may give in to my loneliness. Like sexual aspect I can go without. Trust me. I have in the past, sadly.
The comfort and intimacy of being near someone just ... I miss it I think. I'm not in a rush. I just hate the empty bed maybe.
I'm overthinking it. I'm giving myself til March 20th to decide. The Mercury in the microwave goes out of retrograde on that day. And maybe I will be able to think clearer.
I need to shower and do a lil laundry. Dammit.
Ok off to adult.
Always
S
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