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Tuesday, March 10, 2026

Dark Night of the Soul

 

Hey reader. I've been up for 3 hours and my alarm goes off in 2 hours to wake up. Fuck. It's ok though. My head is killing me so I may go take some autism pills soon. I wish I could sleep. Sucky. 


Tired of psychics. To be clear, I'm not seeking psychics. That would be counter productive. Rather, they keep seeking me. Which is... For lack of a better word, retarded. Shun me. I know. 

Why'd I wake up at 130 in the morning? I still have no clue. I didn't need to pee so not quite sure why my internal alarm clock went off. 

All I know is tomorrow and the next day are going to suck. Baddddly. 

I go in tomorrow for a 9 hour shift. Not horrible. Then 6-3 at one job the next day and 5-930 the other job, same day. I'm going to be so exhausted fuck. 

I don't want to deal with people today but I know I'll have to. I ended up getting a grocery order yesterday which was nice. Yay for having oatmilk and butter again. I haven't been true grocery shopping in some time. Last time I went it was December 1st or 2nd. Yeah, sucks. 

Would a ghost with ADHD still have the same problems without a physical body? I'd like to think not. Random question I know but it dawned on me. It reminded me of the question I once asked on FB. Asked if someone could be killed a little bit or is it an all of nothing deal? I was on the side of killing a little bit. Wolfen was on the side of all or nothing. Yeah. I'm not the brightest piano in the dancehall. 

Anyway. Going to drink some water or something and take my autism lite pills (off brand Tylenol lmao)

Always

S

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