Damn.

 

Hey reader. Reconnected with someone who was uncannily like my ex. Like really REALLY uncanny. Started talking and it's nice. He lost his mom a bit before I lost Drake. 

He's neat. Different and younger than me but I am ok with it. Also his birthday sparked something in me. He's an 18th baby. Kinda neat. 

My horoscope said that with the eclipse coming or whatever on the 3rd that I will let go of exes and relationships of the past. Holy heck does that mean the voice in my head of some guy will go away?

Yes and no. Maybe. Dammit. 

I'll light my candles and bless my house again. Also staying back at home for the first overnight try. 

I'm a little... Not ok but I will be. 

Still sober. Minus a sip of green apple fireball. Was good but burned. 

Youngest is going to sleep in bed with me so I'm not alone. I'm. I'll be ok. Just scared. 

Always

S