Heresy

 

Hey reader. Back again. Finished my second part of shift and was pleasantly surprised to find my eldest waiting for me outside. He doesn't do charades well so when he pantomimed rocking in a rocking chair it looked like he was telling me he was going to go hump something. I laughed so hard I almost peed. 

He's sleeping off Fireball now, went out with friends and got knackered. Lucky. Lol

I tried cheese curds for the first time today. Was neat. Not my absolute favorite but still pretty tasty. Ate cold BBQ sandwich at 1 in the morning with my eldest. Was nice. Now it's nearing 2 and I can't sleep. Go figure. 

Reader, I want the next relationship to be my last. This kinda sucks. I don't... Like. ... I don't know what to do. I'm not ready to meet new people yet. I'm working 2 jobs and I am exhausted all the time. How in the hell do single parents do that? 

Maybe they don't. Or punt. Probably punt. 

It'll be alright. I have time. Maybe I'll meet Prince charming in my 50s who knows. 

Anyway, gonna doom scroll til sleep takes me. 

Always,

S