Hey reader. Another day, another reason for me to be down. Drove to amtgard today and everyone was happy to see me, they said they weren't sure if I would be ok being there. A lot of the players worked on images for Drake and it was good but it hurt.
I kept thinking he should be on the field, playing with them and his bow and arrows. I know he's there in spirit but fuck I miss him.
I can't cry because of the meds I'm taking.
So I sit in the pain and try to realize he wouldn't want this.
Fuck. I'm tired of the constant masquerade of people acting like they care.
S
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