Yes, I'm using the derpiest song from a TV series because I have to. I'm not great mentally but I see the therapist tomorrow so we will see what happens.
Meeting up went sideways which I'm ok with. I could deal with not meeting up if it would help my brain.
I think it'll be safe soon. Talking to myself. Ahh I'm heading into 2 weeks post op and it hurts but I'm grinding through it.
My youngest nearly broke her ankle so she's home for now at least too. Not that I want her to be home, it's just a pleasant break from monotony.
Heading back to my computer later tonight. I want to go dig holes. And work on my base that I keep losing track of.
Not terribly worried about anything. There's still that pit in my stomach but I gotta keep going.
I suck at friendship. Suck at relationships. I don't suck at writing, nor cooking, nor making things for people.
I just suck at the human side of things. And while I'm not wholly ok with it. I can make do.
Aaan
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