I'm still standing

 

Hey reader 

So if we're being honest 

The reason I disappeared in the first place was because I loved them and I wanted them to be happy with someone who was close. That's it. 

I don't even know why I'm talking still. It doesn't matter anymore. It's in the past. Thus, I'm planning on meeting someone at the ren faire I'm heading to this weekend. 

He's single, big ass hair, and says I'm quirky. So, yeah. 

I don't even know his real name yet 😂

But I will hopefully before this weekend or else that'll be awkward as fuck omg

*Me rolling around in a wheelchair* Oh hey Mr.Fuckyourface69, yeah it's me, pnutofdoom

Muahahahaha no.

Dude with a Kyle name fizzled out and I think it was mutual cause I couldn't come up with good words when I was breaking down.

So here's to this weekend, bitches. 

Also, yay for dressing up. I'm tryna be excited and it's kind of working. 

I said somewhere that I didn't need the person, I wanted them. 100 times over is still choose them lmao. Fuck. This upcoming Saturday I'm choosing someone else. If nothing else just so I can shed my skin. After 7 years your cells are not the same. That's all I need. 

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