Turned

Hey reader, been a second. Wanted to get some things out before I lose my mind. I've grown attached to someone I shouldn't have and played a rough game of cat and mouse with myself.

Sty asked me what is missing that I would be attached to another person and the truth is I don't know. I don't actively seek people. That's my main motto. I find people sure, but I don't seek out what I want.

I'm fucked reader.

Dreams have been turn of the screw, things I want and things I don't. Feel I could combust sometimes when he gets too near, and yet I stay intact.

Don't want this. I want to be normal.

Want to be happy with the status quo. Don't want serial killers, or rapists, or bad people. Dear reader, fuckkkk

I lie and say that those ideas intice me but what I want is his skin under my hands. And his mouth, I wonder what it tastes like.

Going to go dark for a while and hopefully find someone who shares my fucked up mind,


fuck.

As always and never,
S